Enough
It's heart-wrenching to feel like you're not enough. And it's not the same as feeling invalidated. My sense of "lacking" has nothing to do with how others view me. It's how I view myself. I just feel "not enough". Today was unexpected. It started out with me feeling good but somehow quickly turned into me feeling quite the opposite. This sort of melancholic cloud hung over me all day. Oddly enough, I think it had to do with makeup. See, I don't wear makeup often. Once, maybe